The Time is Now

Well, Today my pants feel like I’m suffocating and they are a size 16. My ass is spreading like cream cheese and my belly looks as if I’m 5 months pregnant. SO needless to say I’m ready to change some things and lose some weight. I’ve decided to join weight watchers and the gym next month. I saw a few weight loss journals and they were really inspiring. Not only because my pants are hella tight and I am wanting to join the gym, but I saw my self naked and don’t really like what I see. I know I see myself naked everyday, but the other day I REALLY saw myself. I saw new stretch marks and I saw that I’m not that cute with my clothes off. Also my tattoo is spreading so much that it looks ridiculous. I want to feel comfortable again in my cute lingerie and thongs, not trying to do a nosedive to the bed while cutting out the lights and blowing out the candles. Hopefully real soon, I feel comfortable enough to say “Lets leave the lights on!”

Peace. Love & Hair Grease

TGIF!

Okay well TGIF. I have a date tonight, kinda looking forward to it. Eventhough I think this cat is a little intimidated by me I will do my best to be myself and not run him away. He’s actually really handsome and has a great heart, very considerate. Well get together after work and maybe grab some food or catch a movie. Man it’s been a little while since I’ve had a date. It’s a trip how you get so wound up in a little monotonous schedule that you don’t even realized what you been missing until it pops u in you r life. 4 more hours of work to go. I’ll do a little holiday shopping this weekend as well as work on my credit. Well I’m ready to go now, work is really dragging on cant wait to blow this joint. Maybe I’ll leave early.
Peace Out