Monday

Okay so happy Monday to me, it is Monday all over again and I am OK with that. I am here at work downloading music. I just came back from helping a sista out who needed a ride after her car broke down. My god deed for the day was good, hopefully it will last a couple of days. I can be really self centered at times but it happens that other people bring it to my attention and that’s when it pisses me off. I had a good weekend. I went to a basketball game and watched the super bowl. Well I watched the second half, cause I went to sleep on the first half. Recently I have been battling an internal war regarding raising these girls. Even though I have no children by birth they have become a huge part of my life. But now it’s too the point where granny is tired of being the primary parent and she needs some help. I don’t know whether I should step up (even though I don’t want to) or send them to stay with their mom, which is another story in itself. So I know I will have a journey of soul searching and praying and journaling before I come to my final resolution. Sometimes you don’t even have resolutions; most times life’s “problems” seem to just work themselves out if you just stay in the process and that it what I am counting on.

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Help I am soooo tired and bored right now. I’ve told my boss that I do not have any projects to work on. So I sit here at my desk doing shit and pretending to look important,. So far I’ve checked out abut 6 blogs, paid a few bills and balanced my check book. This is all while getting in to the office at noon, cause I had to get my hair done. I don’t know why I’m so sleepy. I know why I’m tires, granny waking me up at the crack of dawn about those damn girls and me proceeding to go off on her because she hungup on me. I know she is tired of raising kids, sheesh I don’t blame, her but in all honestly, I don’t wanna do it., Other than that there is there Mom, I serioius love that more that I can imagine, f